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I'm back from Dubai! I'm back home. I miss everything in my home already! 
God bless you all.
God bless you all.
Still Not Dead lol
HELLO EVERYONE!!! I AM STILL NOT DEAD, YO!!! Yes, I am aware that I was super duper inactive in Deviantart and Instagram. I know that you really miss seeing my amateur-level talent. I was actually supposed to post a 2021 New Year drawing, but unfortunately, I couldn’t finish it due to a personal family reason, but everything’s under control and things are back to the way they usually are. I prefer not to give out specific details as not only this is just between me and my family, but I am also a private person. So, I am just turning this 2021 New Year drawing into a random drawing. I’m gonna say that January is eventfully hectic. Luckily, I was able to survive the whole month without feeling sick with whatever kind of sickness there is in this world (like Covid, flu (January is said to be a flu season), etc). Heck, it is even hectic in Pixel Gun 3D because that overrated and most powerful shotgun of all time, Ultimatum, returned, but I still couldn’t get it, but I accepted the loss. I
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Oh my goodness, this hurts so much now... I hate myself for several reasons. One of them is I am a weak girl with trash emotions. Looking back from 2013 to now, I have been that way in front of people... People told me to stop crying, control my emotions, etc... well yeah, I agree... I hate my emotions. They are trash and they are the wrost enemy of mine... They are the reason why I "damaged" relationships with my loved ones. I even feel bad whenever I think that I might "damaged" my bond with my godmother aunt because I told her how I went through last 2020 even though she's more than willing to listen to me and help me. My emotional health started declining each year since 2017. 2019 and 2020 were HELL for my emotional health... Hating myself would make sense of why I felt down or so down for a while. I can't even forget my past mistakes, the humiliation I felt, etc. I KNOW WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES AND PAST IS PAST!!! I AM NOT THIS STUPID, SO DON'T FREAKING TELL ME!!! Sorry that I yelled
Someone Needs Urgent Help/Support
@Dark-Bound got evicted, and she needs urgent help/support. She is drawing commissions. So pay her a commission, but if you can't, let as many people as possible know by spreading it through a journal like I did here. She is a great artist.
For those who are struggling emotionally, here.
Imagine this... you think you're the shadow no one ever notices, some nobody you are, huh? You think people don't care much about ya? You feel like the world being against you all the time, huh? You think don't deserve anything great and worthy? Wrong. You are not a shadow. You are truly a somebody, and there are those peeps that truly care for you, like your friends and family. It's true that the world is against you, but not all the time. Bright things do and will always happen to you. Just don't give up, not only for your family and friends, but for yourself too. Whatever negative is in your head, it ain't true. Never compare yourself to others. You're as great as them. You and everyone else have their very own talents. Do your best to be a fighter and a successful and happiest person in the world. P.S ADDED: Strive yourself to the greatest, like learn and improve to be that talented person you want to be. I forgot to say this, sorry. (I talked this in a chatbox in the Zoom during
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